So, this is me. I've been really depressed lately. I was in a serious and committed relationship, and one day he told me that he just didn't love me anymore. Apparently, I didn't tell him I loved him enough... So he left me and moved to Florida...I am not depressed because of that though, that's my life, it was bound to happen. I am depressed because I just feel like I don't matter. I feel like I am useless, worthless and most of all irrelevant. So, about two weeks ago I started cutting myself again, and I am beyond ashamed. I feel like it made me feel better though, to hurt myself, I feel like it was a relief. Like finally I acted on my thoughts and I didn't have to worry about it anymore. I just feel empty. I feel numb.