So once again it has been awhile since i have been on here, thats because i forgot my username and password lol, but i figured it out, this last week has been amazing, my boyfriend and i worked things out and we are happier than ever, when he permanently moves up here to IL i dont know how things are going to work out, but the last week was unforgetable.
We went to the zoo, and later i am going to post some of the better pictures we took while we were at Brookefield.
Two nights ago though i did something completely stupid and it almost ruined my relationship, i had gotten drunk off of my ass, i said somethings and did some things that i shouldnt have, i even put a bunch of random things down his pants, anyways he came back down stairs after awhile upset saying "so now you dont want to be with me huh? then why the fuck are we together" and on went out arguing and him trying to get me to tell him, it all felt like a dream though. after i pushed him off of my bed he got up, grabbed the whiskey and went upstairs...i followed him pulled him into the kitchen and started balling my eyes out....we both went back down stairs and for awhile we were okay, but then we started talking about he was pushing the fact that while i was drunk i posted a status on facebook about how i thought it would be better to be single, so i got upset went upstairs and took atleast 15 xanax if not more, he pulled me downstairs and put me to bed and he wouldnt let me get back up again...
The next morning things were still very tense between the two of us, and neither of us knew if we were going to stay together, but we are, i think this instance brought the two of us closer together, I just thought i would share a little bit about whats been going on around here, i hope everything is going to for all of you out there.
