So you know that feeling you get when you find out your boyfriend is cheating on you? And you've seen proof, you have seen physical proof and then they sit there and lie to you, and try to confuse your and just make you feel completely stupid? If so...I am so sorry you had to go through that, if not...then dam are you lucky...
He's been cheating on me since the moment we started dating...I trusted him, I believed in him...and I prayed that I wouldn't be hurt again...and here I am crying in my bedroom because I was stupid enough to let someone in. I was stupid enough to let someone hurt me again.
Maybe I deserved it....I'm just not pretty enough, or smart enough, I'm not sexy, I don't send pictures, I haven't had sex...maybe I am just boring...lame...ugly...fat...maybe I am all the things that I believe I am...Does the world work that way? I don't know...I don't think that I will ever feel ok...or happy...because every time I try to be happy something happens...something horrible...and then I lose everything and have to start over once again..
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